Giving up on you isn’t an option I will ever choose. So if I never have you, I’ll spend my life chasing you. If I’m never good enough for you, then I’ll make sure you at least see how amazing you are. I love you & my heart will never change how it beats for you & only you.
When you left my side I thought I was dead. I felt weak and broken. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Like all the air had been sucked out of my lungs. What I’m realizing is I’m going to have good and bad days. Some days I will rejoice and others I will break down and cry. But I am rebuilding the strength that I thought you took from me. And maybe along the way I’ll get you back but if I don’t hopefully I learn how to breathe again. One thing is for sure I will always love you because you are the first man who has captured my heart.
just a thought…
I tried to explain my feelings and I tried to let it out as simply as I could. The fact is there is nothing simple about how I feel. I want to scream and yell at you but then I want to kiss and hug you. Nothing makes sense in my mind, and I just wish that I could figure it out. Truth is you are the first and only person I have loved with my whole heart. And I don’t know how to be this person without you by my side. Because when you aren’t I am not complete. I’m just left broken and alone. </3
REMINDER:
Dear Heart,
NEVER fall in love again, you will only get hurt. The pain is not worth the little amount of happiness you may feel. DON’T fall for those dreamy eyes, and the way he brushes your hair out of your face. He will just break your heart, remember that any time you feel like your starting to fall. I promise if you do, you won’t be hurt anymore.
Love,
Your Brain
